Goodbye 2009. It was a roller coaster ride for me since the HK trip in July, which was probably the most enjoyable moment for me in year 2009.
Everything that happened after that sucked BIG TIMEEEEEEE. I had never imaged that I would have to go through all that anymore. This time, it was more than just that. It was us splitting up, crazy thoughts, crazy talks and crazy acts. She threatened that if anything should happen to her, I have to take up the full responsibility of DA. I so wanted to murder him, so wanted to jump out of the window, so wanted to kill myself because I just couldnt take it anymore.
Being an adult, and hearing another adult say such irresponsible things only reminded me that I should NEVER EVER say such things to my children in the future. The sort of mental stress that the latter has to go through is hell.
At one moment I thought 2009 was the best year for me. Finally pursuing my Deg, being proposed, best holiday ever and probably a career I could build. All hopes came crashing down right after my holiday.
I am still engaged, I am still schooling, but I have lost a home, lost my job, mending my broken heart and trying to find THE job so that I can start all over again.
Dear GOD, please give me the strength to face these obstacles. Please scare away all the people with evil thoughts who wish to hurt me and teach them a painful lesson.
