So much for tolerating and keeping mum about the things I'm not happy about. I've tried as much as possible to just let things go, dont think about it, bla bla.. But me being me, whenever the limit is reached, the volcano erupts. perhaps I'm still young and often still stubborn and quick tempered. I cant stand wasting my precious rest day just sitting around and watching tv at other people's hse. I'd rather do that at my own home. So, this has been going on for awhile.
I'm so frustrated I dont know how I can describe it. Spending quality time doesn't mean spending money. Spending quality time doesn't mean so long as you pick me up to your hse and play mahjong while I sit around and rot away. Spending quality time is doing things together.. like jogging, watch tv together, doing things together. After many hints and talks about what I dislike, things are still the same. It really shouldnt be only what I dislike of course, it should be a 2-way thing. But when people dont care, they really cannot be bothered to think.
So what if you have rested for more than 3 weeks, you've got all the time in the world when I'm at work - you cannot even change the sheets. All you do is play games and play games. Perhaps you'll go out to eat your lunch meet up with your non-working friends; thats the only time you step out of your hse. You dont even wash and clean your car anymore! How can you be so lazy. Even to the expense of our relationship. Just when things got slightly better, you just had to spoil it all.
Men being men.. just because we've paid the first instalment you think you can stop making effort for the relationship? I'm still single in the eyes of the law.
