I havent felt 'right' for a long time, ever since i lost ALL my 'memories' earlier this year. thanks to msn's 'File Sharing' function, and some friends here and there, i managed to gather a small quarter of my memories since 5 years back.
Of cause the major part of the most important days have been lost. A friend offered to retrieve my 'memories' for me, and i hope to meet him soon.
i cant figure why im feeling so emotional out of the blue. and i'm truly afraid that i will make any silly mistakes, silly enough to ruin my life.
Nothing in particular happened, and i seriously dont foresee anything happening. If anything goes wrong, it'd probably be my heart. She is fond of wondering by herself. And when she does that, things get messy.
I managed to stop her from doing anything more stupid than what she did earlier this year, and she's tamed down now.
And I certainly hope the relaspe this year would be the last, for the rest of her life.
