mayb im the one day-dreaming too much. i used to day-dream alot in class before anyway.. its all abt making decisions. i hate to think abt these things and making such decisions. May i get more and more busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont think so.. i have no shifts in the whole freaking may and im very depressed abt it. is it because i am so lousy?
talked to mama two days ago.. and i realised the kinda character that i used to have, all abt wanting to win and wanna be better than any body, is no longer a character of mine now..
i dont know since when.. probably started out in poly.. gradually telling myself that theres no pt trying to win everyone in sizes/studies/achievements/whatever experiences. cause it is better to compete against myself.. improve all my weak pts and bad character.
i admit la, my temper is still something i cannot overcome after 22 yrs of living. I def changed alot towards how i treat frens and unpredictable situations.
probably LP has suffered most wit me. haha... really must salute to her and thank her for her never-ending and ever-consistant patience from the past. always so gd to her niang!!! Probably she's too afraid to make me face black too ;p
sis is diff. she will flare if she thinks she cannot put a pt across to me. simply because im as stubborn as a BULL.
probably what im going through is another passing phase that will soon be gone as time passes by. i just gotta wait patiently without making any stupid decisions. pls..... dont let me make any stupid/idiotic decisions.. :(
